I had an awesome time today!! Sarah abby and i hit taco bell and it was just so good!! i don't know i feel so much better. after talking to those to i always feel happy.

and lately the weather has been so bi-polar and consequently so have i

now i'm sunny with a high of 75 since you took my empty heart and made it light and its funny how you find you enjoy ur life when your happy to be alive.

this year i turning out to be a good year i decided. i'm hanging out with so many different people and i'm finally happy again. i can draw again. my imagination is flowing, i'm focused, i'm writing and reading again. i just feel like me before shit happened and i've seemed to catch the eye of a really great guy. and my friends are just so amazing. they just listen when i need, give decent advice, and just in general are a blast to hang around with.

i can't wait until this next weekend. time to whip out the badass atitude again. i'm going to state this year guys. i can't wait. i also can't wait for this first meet to be over with. i feel so unprepared. i'm seriously going out and buying a ton of magazines tomorrow. I can't wait. and i'm interested again!! i'm out to change the world one six minute speech at a time. HURRAY!!!

Well life's good. i'm laughing long and love is in my heart.

Love

Mandi

Currently Listening MTV Unplugged (Bonus DVD) By Dashboard Confessional see related

Well... this weekend was pretty fun. i went kinda crazy... ahmmm austin hanaberger or whatever commented in class today... that was embaressing...

I had sooo much fun with abby p on saturday too. we had some serious girl talk i forgot how much i really need that sometimes

you have looks, you have witt, you have passion, but i swear that you got me all wrong. i'll be tru i'll be useful i'll be cavalier i'll be yours my dear and i'll belong to you if you just let me thru

i'm really looking forward to this weekend i get to see my cousin who i haven't seen in like two years. it'll be awesome

except for the fact that she's gorgeous and an athlete and makes me look like a fugly loser... which i know i am i just don't like to admit it

i don't know what's wrong with me lately. why can't i just accept my lot in life and be thankful for what i have and move on? passions are overrated anyway. besides i know prince charming doesn't exsist, yet i can't seem to get the dream pushed from my mind

man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has Lord it takes a lonely one to wish she'd never dreamt at all

beside i'm an independent type of gal, i don't need to depend on some man for support of any kind. besides i have ambitions goals... but ... i need to get over my romantic streak what the hell anyway its not like i'm that good looking anyway to have much of a love life...

and i'm gonna show you that a woman can be tough so come on come on come on, take another little piece of my heart now baby cause you know you got it if it makes you feel good, soo good

that really was a hell of game saturday though you know it? hell of game, played their hearts out. they did pretty much pummel their asses even if we ended up losing. death to the hot one!!

on that note

Mandi B

Currently Listening Back to Basics By Christina Aguilera see related

This weekend was pretty awesome! Especially friday night!!

ain't no man can stand up next to you. you're the kinda guy a girl finds in a blue moon...

Love

MANDI

p.s. i can't wait for speech to start!!

WOW!! its amazing that in one day my happy-go-lucky nature can come back in full swing simply by looking at things in my old way. sure i still have a TON of homework, but i like to learn and history has always been my strong point and Mr. johnson is the awsomest teacher in the world so i probably won't fail chem. i'll come close but i probably won't actually fail. and i realized its okay to hang around people other people don't like. i don't have to worry about what other people think and i can always be my rambunctious self. and i now remember that i LOVE to laugh. it's tru i had forgotten

love to ALL

MANDI LOU

Currently Listening Wreck of the Day By Anna Nalick in the rough see related

so we're back in school. yeah!!! the football game was muy divertido. i wish i could have stayed for the whole thing. mac daddy i owe you BIG TIME!!!

my classes are hmmm... three a.p.s in a row, but i actually like these classes the best, but not the work, of course, who does?

p.e. i'm all alone hello! k-dog switch!!

i miss having lunch with linny!! no more wendy's trips sadness

but at least i have lunch with the band geeks

senora kooy is crazy as ever

and the choir director i'm at a loss for words. i want to cry, scream at her, i get physically ill when she talks of her changes, and ughhh i just HATE her. i want to give her a chance but i doubt she'll be worth it who knows

" i hear it was you who died alone and i offer no sympathy for that better off i sparkle on my own. and some day love will find me in the rough someday love will finally be enough"

-In the Rough

LOVE TO ALL

MANDI